This day has been the worst day of my life since 3 years back... I have felt so depressed, sad and lonley...
It have gotten me to think back, back 3 years ago. I havent felt so bad... sad, lonleyness, so many bad memories from that time... memories you just want to forget about... memories you are trying to push away from you all the time without success. It makes you cry inside, after you have cried you struggel even more to forget! Then it all just gets worse! It won't leave you! The crying makes you angry, The rage is released and everything bad you have been throught repeats it all again... You end up being sad depressed and more lonly then ever... You start cry inside you again... you get angry once more... Your thinking is life really worth living for?